Main Characters
SAM
…always listening for my brother, even when he’s only silent. I can shut my eyes and hear my guitar. Running water. Branches of trees in the wind. Sounds of all kinds. But really it is only quiet when I dream, and that is always in color. SAM’S PLAYLIST
RIDDLE
… the inside of everything is different from the outside. It takes many pieces to make something whole. But even if the bits are in the right places, the thing can be broken. If you look at anything you can see lines. But you are seeing only light. Without the light everything disappears. RIDDLE’S PLAYLIST
EMILY BELL
…somewhere out there is the person who will change the direction of my life. Everyone has that person. But do you only know that later? EMILY’S PLAYLIST
DEBBIE BELL
…food is comforting, and so is talking and eating and being together as a family. There is the family you were born into and the family you choose. Everyone has something that they have to overcome. And everyone needs support at some time or another. No one gets it all. The secret to finding joy is to appreciate the small things, but understand their larger meaning. DEBBIE’S PLAYLIST
TIM BELL
…balance is what music is about. And maybe the same is true for life. Being a husband and a father and a professor. If you are a teacher, it is important not to lecture in other areas of life. A true teacher is a great listener. And so is a great musician. TIM’S PLAYLIST
FELIX BELL
…a dog’s job is 24/7. You are watching and guarding and protecting. And then there is sleep. A very big deal. But eating is the best time of day. Even better than going for a walk is a good bowl of food. The world has so many smells. My favorite is bacon cooking on the hot stove, followed by the smell of the inside of a sweaty shoe–both so strong and so filled with promise. FELIX’S PLAYLIST
SHELLY BORDER
…would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
SHELLY’S PLAYLIST
CLARENCE
…no one understands. They just pretend. I’m not responsible for how things have gone down. I’m not. No how. No way. I’m a believer. But no one understands that pain. CLARENCE’S PLAYLIST
BOBBY ELLIS
…it’s strange to be on the inside, but not really feel that way. I can be laughing and right in the middle of it all, but it never feels how I think it should. Even when I’m winning it feels like not enough. BOBBY’S PLAYLIST
JARED
…they think I’m too young to get it. They’re wrong. I see it all. But at my age, sleeping with a plastic pirate sword under your bed doesn’t mean you’re a baby. JARED’S PLAYLIST